Parshat Beshallach

Relating to G-d from Without and from Within:
Fear, Awe, Awe of G-d's Exaltedness, Love

Rashi comments upon the verse, "This is my G-d, and I will glorify him…"(Exodus 15:3): "He was revealed to them in His glory and they pointed Him out with their fingers … A maidservant beheld at the Reed Sea what even the prophets never saw."

Nahmanides comments upon the verse, "Hashem will reign forever and ever"(Exodus 15:18) - in the future.

He has now shown that He is King and Ruler [over all] …so may it be His will to do so in all generations forever [in the future, Z.H.L.] … such as: The Eternal will reign [in the future, Z.H.L.] for ever, thy G-d, O Zion, unto all generations [Psalms 146:10].; Blessed be the name of the Eternal from this time forth and forever [Psalms 113:2].; And the Eternal shall be King over all the earth [Zechariah 14:9].

Now Onkelos was apprehensive [of translating this verse literally, which is stated in a future tense], since G-d's sovereignty is [indeed] to all eternity [and no prayer for its continuance is possible]. Therefore he rendered it in the present tense: "The Kingdom of the Eternal endureth for ever to all eternity," just as is expressed in the verse, Thy Kingdom is a Kingdom for all ages [Psalms 145:13]. But I have not understood Onkelos' opinion in this matter, for it is written: May the glory of the Eternal endure forever [Psalms 104:31]; And let the whole earth be filled with His Glory [Psalms 72:19] … It is possible that the meaning of these [future tenses] is similar to the secret of the benedictions ].

For Nahmanides further discussion of the secret of the benedictions, see his commentary on Exodus 15:26:

IF 'SHAMO'A TISHMA' TO THE VOICE OF THE ETERNAL THY G-D … FOR I AM THE ETERNAL THAT HEALETH THEE: Now on the matter of Scripture making use here of two expressions, saying, "His commandments, His statutes, " [in the third person, Z.H.L.] and concluding, I will put none of the diseases upon thee, for I am the Eternal [thus using the third-person and the first- person pronouns in the same verse], I have already written … on the explanation thereof. [Here] it can be understood from the word 'l'kol' (to the voice) and the word 'ani' (I), which convey the thought that if we shall listen to the voice of our G-d to keep G-d's commandments and His statutes, the Glorious Name will be our healer. It is on the basis [of the verse] that the Sages instituted [the formula of] benedictions [which contain two different pronouns, thus: "Blessed art Thou O Eternal, our G-d, King of the universe,] Who hast sanctified us with His commandments and hast commanded us." The benedictions contain an expression of acknowledgment of G-d's Sovereignty, [saying as we do, "our G-d, King of the universe"], and the commandment have been given to us from everlasting even to everlasting . The student learned [in the mystic lore of the Cabala] will understand.

And I will enlighten you [on this matter]. All benedictions which contain an expression of His Sovereignty are so formulated that they show respect to the Sovereign of the universe, Who has sanctified us [by His commandments] and Who has done [a certain deed] for us. But where a benediction follows another one, in which case the Sovereignty of G-d is not mentioned, it is formulated in the second-person, such as [the benedictions beginning]: "Thou art mighty," "Thou art Holy," and so all the others … Understand this. (Chavel, 1973, 206, 212, 213-215)

Awe and faith seem to possess different aspects. The foundation for mans' intellectual recognition of G-d's real presence in the world stems from his awe of "the great hand" (the awe of G-d's exaltedness); Nahmanides refers to this as the belief in G-d's Sovereignty in keeping with the verse "And they believed in Hashem"(Ex 15:31). In contrast, the Jewish peoples' faith in Moses, "and in Moses, His servant"(Ex 15:31), was foundational to their belief in another facet of G-d's presence, of their "standing before G-d." The relationship established between the "I" -- the Self -- and the "Thou". A relationship in the second-person, in keeping with the blessings "Thou art mighty," "Thou art Holy." On a further level, the first- person one, the third way of relating "for I am the Eternal that healeth thee"(Exodus 15:26) also enters the picture introducing a personal relationship. No longer does man simply stand before G-d's presence; rather, G- d's presence is within him, an element of his very Self (in contrast to his Ego ).

Reality is not to be discovered in the object. Reality is not to be discovered in the other standing before you, embodying an external reality (a "thou") to which the Self relates. Rather reality is to be discovered within, shining forth from mans' inner space outwards. "For I am the Eternal that healeth thee." The recognition and sense of the internal Self is shaped and organized around the divine kernel found in the interiority of the Self. The natural influences stemming from the general laws of nature cannot penetrate and disrupt the interior energy source of the Self – "for I am the Eternal that healeth thee" – for mans' interiority belongs to the supernal reality of the divine Self. The external natural system does not exist within this interior source for within mans' interiority the divine Self rules alone and "he healeth thee." The Self is dependant upon Him exclusively. No external factor has sway over it.

"What a maidservant beheld at the Reed Sea": This description serves not only to praise the vision at the Sea but also to delimit it. G-d's emergence from within utilizing a force capable of robbing the laws of nature of their power gives birth to his Sovereignty. However, this is a general force which does not have the power to penetrate the internal Self of G-d fearing individuals, the interiority of their very selves; rather, it creates an external impression (the maidservant), or at most a belief which also applies to Moses, His servant. It engenders an "I"-"Thou", second-person, relationship still lacking in the intimacy stemming from the internal source of the Self. Therefore, it is creates a superficial relationship which disappears when the presence of the other fades, when the phenomenon disappears. For this reason the nation sinned immediately following the revelation at the Sea, notwithstanding its overwhelming glory. Therefore, there was still a need to educate the people stamping upon their hearts a relationship with G-d in keeping with the injunction, "in every generation each individual must view himself as if he had left Egypt"; in keeping with the verse "for I am the Eternal that healeth thee." A personal, private relationship in keeping with the notion that He is my private G-d.

Manna in the morning and quail in the evening - "and in the morning you shall see" (Ex 16:7) … Rather, this is what he said to them: In the evening you will know that He has the capability to fulfill your desires, and he will give [you] flesh! However, he will not give it to you with a pleasant countenance because you asked for it in an improper manner (for you did not request it out of necessity) … But the bread you requested out of necessity, when it falls in the morning you will see the glory of the radiance of His countenance. (Rashi, Exodus 16:7)

The meat which their lust for flesh demanded is the logical consequence of a relationship influenced by external factors, for when the internal Self does not guide and rule over mans' behavior, the external forces govern him and guide his actions: govern his Ego. The Ego is attracted by external stimulations and is swallowed up by them. So too consuming food out of desire swallows up the man who is eating it. For he is one who lives in order to eat. His whole persona is devoted to the consumption of food. In contrast, the manna, the food the people requested in the morning, was chosen based upon their realization that the consumption of food is vitally necessary to prolong life, thus, enabling man to store up energy with which to worship Hashem. The physical act of eating is concealed by the man who eats , when he does not lose his human dignity, does not eat like an animal which has its very essence tied up in the act of eating. The verse, "For man does not live by bread alone,"(Deut 8:3) is realized in the man who does not live to eat. In the former case -- the meat in the evening -- the food, a central object, is the presence; in the latter case -- the manna in the morning -- man is the central presence.

"And He further said, For I am the Eternal that healeth thee . This constitutes a promise, "that I will remove from you sickness that comes in the natural course of events, even as I healed the waters [at Marah] …Thus, it was shown that G-d does things which are contrary to each other …"(Nahmanides, 1973, 213) "Thus, we have learned that even at the time of G-d's wrath, G-d will shown them his kindness and He will save them." (Or HaHaim, Ex 15:26)

He will decree badges of shame for one and cure the other. With the performance of a single act, one will be stricken and the other healed.

"And the Eternal showed him a tree [a certain piece of wood]"(Ex 15:25): Our Rabbis have said [in the Mekhilta, Z.H.L.] that the tree was [naturally] bitter, but that this was a miracle within a miracle [i.e., that He healed the bitter waters with something which was bitter], just as the salt which Elisha cast into the waters [2 Kings 2:21] … That is to say, He instructed him and taught him the way of the Holy One, blessed be He, i.e., that He sweetens the bitter with the bitter.(Chavel, 1973, 211)

Notwithstanding the miracle which surpasses our understanding of the divine presence as an autonomous entity immersed in caring for Creation (This is my G-d and I will glorify him [Ex 15:3]), this is not enough to get man involved. The divine must relate to man directly in order to allow him to sense G-d within his quality Self, so that he can feel the very presence of the Lord.

Paradox Bridges Reality and the Self

The paradigm shift from relating to presence as established in the object, outside man, to presence within him requires a catalyst, the realization of the paradox which points out the absurdity of the object's position. Man expects external reality to be constructed transparently in a methodical and consistent fashion; open to being defined clearly, definitively and everlastingly. Mans' belief in this paradigm grants him a feeling of security so he accepts its laws willingly, pins his hopes upon it, counts upon it and depends upon it. Upon this belief man constructs his sense of existence, love which is contingent upon a thing. When mans' belief in this existential sense is suddenly undermined because the objective construct has hit a dead end, stumbled into a logical contradiction, struck by overwhelming terror man withdraws, disconnects himself from the system of objective reality and withdraws within himself into the subject, the dark side of the object. Western culture scurries to and fro from the object to the subject and back again.

Existentialism and phenomenology, an important branch within it, are the rotten fruit, the radical results of valorizing the object. Science also attempts to establish and superimpose order on the object. The subject embodies impressionism, valorizing the impressions of the subject as the only reality. Expressionism is the very embodiment of phenomenology, searching for the essence of all things.

The Torah speaks of a presence of mutual reciprocity between the "I" and the "Thou." "As [you love] yourself" – on the way to the quality Self dwelling within man where there are the tools, the tools of truth derived from the divine quality above, not from the end. The Self establishes a relationship via Being, by carrying out an internal assessment, wherein the object penetrates into and connects with the Self not of its own volition, but rather through the Self's intiative which selectively joins with, and only with, material from the object's realm which it requires to express its own unique, authentic self.

Indeed, when the Self rules the roost and governs mans' behavior, it initiates contact with the object, existing outside itself. When the Self is neglected, the Ego governs mans' behavior; the Ego which belongs to the self-preservation system, belonging to the object, subservient to external stimulation, is open to dictates which erase the power to judge stemming exclusively from the Self . Therefore, all behavior stemming from the Ego is firmly affixed in the object's purview including the subject's reaction that emerges when the objective systems catastrophically break down.

The mutually reciprocal presence of the "I" (the Self) and the "Thou" is that of "This is my G-d and I will glorify Him"(Ex 15:3). A maidservant beheld at the Reed Sea what Ezekiel did not behold etc. The Jewish people beheld the presence of Hashem as an object, but this was not enough to enable them to identify with Him. As the verse states, "You [Moses] speak with us"(Ex 20:16), Your fear and Your terror has entered their hearts, has penetrated into each and every Jew's Self as they stand face to face with the presence of G-d, qua object. "And they believed in Hashem"(Ex 15:31); they related to a reality which transcended them. "And in Moses, His servant"(Ex 15:31), they were able to relate to Moses so they drew an analogy between Moses and G-d, and between G-d and Moses, so that their general state of awe transformed into awe of G-d's exaltedness, a form of awe in which the Self could relate to and evaluate the quality of the object it was in awe of. In this manner, a personal way of relating with the phenomenon known as G-d's presence was formed. However, this awe was still not an integral part of the Jews' individual personalities , so under the pressures of coping with the existential necessities it could not be sustained.

Drought. Famine. The absurd entered the equation opening the gateway through which the people managed to penetrate to the Divine presence. A presence which they were capable of relating to on a personal level via the existential necessities, which until this time had been provided by the object. And furthermore, the commandments which the Jews received at Marah aided them in their quest to relate to the divine object and enable it to penetrate into the Self, for these commandments were lacking, in part, the cold hard logic, found, for instance, in the commandment to honor one's father and mother. In part they were founded upon the ethical imperative of gratitude (hakarat ha-tov ) for, in contrast, the object pulls man forward toward the future, distancing him from his connection with the past.

Shabbat also belongs to the category of the absurd for it seems to oppose the current's forward motion. The red heifer seems to embody the very essence of the absurd. So too, sha'atnez (the interdiction forbidding wearing garments of wool and linen), kila'yim (the interdiction against planting two particular crops in one field, or yoking two different types of animals together), and the interdiction against eating pork. In this manner, the absurd begins to forge a bond of mutual reciprocity between the inner space and reality, forming a reality founded upon the basis of mutual reciprocity, of awe. Love engenders true identification within, on the level of Being with reality. Experiencing divine reality on the level of Sovereignty, as Nahmanides writes, turns Him into my G-d. This form of love had to wait to be born until the giving of the Torah, thus giving birth to a process where this love was finally instilled within man through his creative toil in studying and observing the Torah.

A construct reflected in the verse, "For Your salvation, I have hoped, O Lord" . A paradigm encompassing the process we have just discussed wherein through a step-by- step process man takes the journey from relating to G-d as an object, to relating to Him within an "I"-"Thou" relationship, to focusing upon his own individual Self which identifies with, cleaves to and unifies with the Divine object.

Translated by Rabbi Meshulam Gotlieb
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